Everything I’ve written or made in the aftermath of my wife’s sudden passing in 2015 is here, in multiple formats, for free, accessible via the drop-down menus above. Status, fame, and especially money–those fruits of external validation and public recognition–all appeared irrelevant, even impertinent from the shadow of that loss. So “free” was important to me. And time felt most pressing: I wanted my work out there RIGHT NOW. The traditional press, I know from experience, doesn’t work at that speed. This is one of the ways I accomplished that. I also have self-created paperback versions of all of my creative work, very nice editions I think, using the tools available for free from Amazon, where I sell those books at cost (except for my two scholarly books, which are owned and priced by their publisher.) I  understood that my audience would be very small this way. For some reason I believed that those  few who had “ears to hear” would find something of value here, and they have. Some of them, via our online conversations, are now among my best friends, even if I’ve never met them. I hope you’ll find something of value to you here, too.

I’m now retired and live in Olympia, Washington.  I describe briefly below each of the major headings in the top banner. You can contact me at paulkameen07@gmail.com.

Personal Essays

All of these books are also available in paperback form, at cost, on Amazon.com. You can access the titles via my Amazon author’s page link, above. This Fall is also available as an audiobook, at cost, on Audible.com.

First, Summer is my first Olympia-based book, the essays founded, as usual, on my woods-walks, this time in the majestic forests nearby my house. I wrote most of the essays during September of 2018. I include a PDF and audio book of the series.

This Fall is the collection of essays I wrote in the fall of 2105, over about month’s time, after my daily walks in Boyce Park, a few miles outside of Pittsburgh, during the autumn leaf fall, in the shadow of my wife’s sudden passing the previous winter. I include a PDF of the full series, as well as an audio book of my readings of the essays.

Last Spring is a monograph of essays I wrote in the “spring” term of 2018, my final semester teaching before retirement. It serves as the darker “bookend” for the processes of growth and grief I initiated with This Fall. I include a PDF of the full series, as well as an audiobook of my reading of the essays.

My essay “Coming to Terms,” the first piece under “Essays,” which pertains to my wife’s sudden and unexpected passing in February, 2015, may be useful contextually in understanding the significance of these walks.

Scholarly Books

I published two scholarly books during my career as an English professor, both still under copyright to the original publisher, so I can’t upload them here directly. My first book, though, Writing/Teaching, which won the CCC Outstanding Book Award the year it came out, is now available in full-text, from the publisher, in the public domain. My second book, Re-reading Poets, documents my life-long love of poetry via the many specific poets who have made my life deeper and more livable. I provide more information about these under the “Scholarly Books” drop-down, above.

You can access from the drop-down menu the three collections of poems (Li Po-ems, Harvest Moon, and In the Dark) I wrote in a grief-fueled frenzy during September, 2016, strangely beautiful poems, I think. I also include two compilations of many of the poems I wrote between 1975-95, Mornings After and Beginning Was,  and an ongoing monograph of the “tiny” poems I’ve been writing since I got to Olympia, under the working title “slights: my new tiny poems from here not there.”  And there are also a  few miscellaneous poems I wrote in 2017-18. For each book there is a printable PDF and, for all by slights, sound files of my readings of the poems in their respective collections.

All of these books are also available in paperback form, at cost, on Amazon.com. You can access the titles via my Amazon author’s page link, above. In the Dark and Harvest Moon are also available in audiobook form, at cost, on Audible.com.

“Coming To Terms” pertains to my wife’s sudden passing in February, 2015. It provides some context for the “Songs” page and lays the foundation for This Fall, my first book of personal  essays.

I also offer both a sound file and a PDF of the talk I gave at the 2016 University of Pittsburgh Composition Program Awards event in April 2016, titled “All the Time in the World.” It is an extended meditation on temporality, which has been a lifelong fascination of mine.

And I added a page that archives some of the major scholarly articles I published in the 1980s and 1990s, most of which are difficult or impossible to track down in the marketplace.

I started singing about 6 years ago for reasons I explain more fully on the “Songs” page. I’ve now uploaded many, many song-covers that range all over historically (from Stephen Foster to Herman’s Hermits) and generically (Big Band, rock and roll, R&B, show tunes, blues, country.) They’re sorted into “albums” by whatever category happens to catch my whim. You can pick the ones you’d like to sample by title or type. I rotate these in and out as new ones emerge.

Then, about 3 years ago, I started writing songs of my own, kind of out of the blue, and it’s a process I truly enjoy and think I’m getting better at. I’ve made 3 albums of my own songs now, and one hybrid, my collaboration with Emily Dickinson, all available here and at BandCamp (paulkameen.bandcamp.com) and Soundcloud (https://soundcloud.com/user-173060460), all free.